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A personal essay by someone who finally, after an embarrassingly long time, learned to close the door.

Before you dive in, I suggest you press play on the soundtracks below. To truly feel the glitch of life, listen to the one you don't know first. If you know Passengers The way it goes, start with the Zeritu or vice versa.

This Is me LISTEN TO ME

This isn't just a song; it's an intervention for your unlived life. Stop collecting regrets and start living your truth today.

When life hits you with suffering over and over, you eventually stop flinching. This song is the sound of that silence. It’s about a man who loves her enough to die for her, but is so exhausted by the struggle that he simply shrugs, smiles, and watches her walk away.

When love is strong, but her friends are stronger.( Just so you know I am writing this cause I don't think most women understand what this music means to us)

I’ve turned this song into a full blown instagram story at least many times over the past year. If you follow me there, you’ve probably thought, What’s going on with this dude? Why is “I’m a Mess” always playing at odd hours mornings, mid meetings, or at 2 a.m. Let me explain!

Life’s a mess, may be your boss is wild, your ex still views your stories, and your Wi-Fi only works when you don’t need it. Enter Joeboy’s “Alcohol”, the official soundtrack for emotionally exhausted adults trying not to cry in public. In this article, I explain how this one song captured my whole existence: dodging bad vibes, whispering “Ebelebe…” like it’s a protective spell, and sipping anything in a glass just to feel something.

Loss, confusion, guilt, hope, resilience.

Amid life’s chaos, a quiet journey unfolds—a search for peace, purpose, and clarity.

a change of circumstances or fortune, typically one that is unwelcome or unpleasant

Survivor All Along!

A victim of a shear